Siv Jakobsen’s “Fear the Fear” is a Vulnerable and Honest Meditation on Weathering the Personal Storm of Anxiety and Insecurities

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On her single “Fear the Fear,” Siv Jakobsen bares the tension between the anxiety and fear that rattle her psyche and their twin ability to fuel the subject matter of her songwriting. She sings “Shake it off, I can’t, I won’t. ‘Cause what would I write about if I don’t fear the fear inside my bones” and evokes another layer of anxiety regarding losing the personal demons that she fears define what seems like an important, and even core, aspect of her identity. In the music video she dons a head lamp, like a personal beacon of hope, and walks through the darkness of that moment looking fearful and nervous but moving forward as wind-like drones swirl in the background, her strong yet delicate vocals provide a focus in the song as though talking herself through the times when that colossus of nerves threatens to overwhelm her. Anyone that has been through that battle themselves can hear their own struggle with no permanent resolution on the horizon in Jakobsen’s song and while the song offers no shallow, pat answers in its gentle guitar melodies and the soothing vocals there is the unspoken will to be calm and patient with oneself until the wave of self-eroding emotional energy passes. Watch the video for “Fear the Fear” on YouTube, follow Siv Jakobsen at the links provided and look out for the songwriter’s new full-length A Temporary Soothing, due out April 24 on U OK?

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The Qualia Feels and Channels the Pain of the Flux in Your Everyday Life on “Like Bricks”

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The Qualia, photo courtesy the artists

At the beginning of The Qualia’s song “Like Bricks,” the staccato guitar line accented by bass with percussion counterpoint is like the introduction of a stream of consciousness timeline. But the story about how life throws unexpected events in your path, often in your face, hitting just as the title suggests. The dynamic unfolding of the song allows all the instruments and the vocals to shine together even though they seem to be going in different directions that somehow still compliment each other. It gives a sense of paradoxically focused disorientation. Maybe because even in the face of multiple challenges in your life you have to at least pretend to be keeping it together while you figure out your bearings to get through. Musically it’s reminiscent of an unusual mixture of Joe Jackson, Supertramp and The Dismemberment Plan as it has that tinge of soul that informs the music of all of those artists. That and a sense of something mysterious on the horizon threatening to crash into your life. “Like Bricks” takes you through some turns but in the end it’s comforting in the way that something or someone can be when you’re hearing your own struggles echoed in someone else’s words and music. Listen to “Like Bricks” on Bandcamp and follow The Qualia at the links provided.

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Bliss Carmxn’s “Powder” is a Playful Fusion of Calypso and Pop About the Process of Becoming and Accepting Life’s Ambiguities

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“Step by step and day by day I’m removing the powder,” the chorus of Bliss Carmxn’s “Powder” is about the way we use and put on various things to cope and adjust to a world that’s ever changing and leaves us seemingly always off balance but how when we recognize these habits of mind and living we have some chance of finding our equilibrium even if it’s a lifelong endeavor. It might be seen as another way of saying the path is the destination and that that consciousness of it all is where we will find our balance. The song itself embodies this in its fusion of Calypso beats and percussion with pop structure and melodies giving a balance of tonal and rhythmic elements that gives the song a way to be fresh in each iteration of the chorus. The playfulness with which it’s performed also suggests a comfort with the ambiguity that is unavoidable in life and thus a cultivated ability to roll with what comes your way. Listen to “Powder” on Spotify and follow experimental pop artist Bliss Carmxn at the links provided.

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Esbie Fonte’s Darkly Poetic, Urban Folktale “Time Traveler” is as Inviting as it is Foreboding

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Esbie Fonte “Time Traveler” cover (cropped)

Esbie Fonte paces “Time Traveler” as though she’s walking down a corridor with images from the past several decades and giving a guided tour of where the human race has been and where it’s going. What gives it an unusual and interesting quality is how it is sometimes related from the first person like an autobiography related by someone who has been able to partake of that timeline in its tragically poetic, heartbreaking moments. Musically its somewhere in the realm of dark, lush folk in instrumentation and in free use of natural textures and rhythm. There is a vulnerable, even fragile, quality to the songwriting that is as inviting as it is foreboding. Fans of Marissa Nadler will appreciate the way Fonte’s mythical storytelling imbues it with a subconscious quality as though coming from a place of raw subjectivity. The vocals in being unconventional and quavering with the heft of emotion should resonate for those with an appreciation for Kimya Dawson’s idiosyncratic delivery of her own insightful poetry in song. Listen to “Time Traveler” on Soundcloud and follow Esbie Fonte at the links provided.

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“Grey Eyes” by Gone Sugar Die Dissolves the Anxiety of Emotional Trauma in the Soothing Flow of Its Melodic Haze

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The descending keyboard line in Gone Sugar Die’s “Grey Eyes” is like a stylized series of raindrops in the melancholic melodic haze that runs through most of the song. The processed vocals shift slightly in tone and in echo so that it is easily takes on the role of omniscient observer. Lightly distorted synth swells mark time as the vocals relate what sounds like the story of a a girl with a troubled conscience with her sleep interrupted by anxiety. What the source of that nervous energy might be remains mysterious but the narrator of the song and the soothing, chill tones are aimed directly at dissolving those worries so that she can get some rest from a long stretch of emotional duress. The song hearkens back to the chillwave style of around a decade ago but with a more modern sheen in the production without sacrificing the emotional immediacy and introspection that much of that music excelled at evoking. Listen to “Grey Eyes” on YouTube and follow Gone Sugar Die, which includes members of The Bravery and The Cut Losses, at the links below.

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“The Space Out” is BYZMUTi’s Journey Through Soporific Bliss Toward Authentic Joy

YZMUTi’s “The Space Out,” the fourth and final epic from the group’s debut album Tipota, begins with sounds like voices calling wordlessly across the water on a moonlit night. But when the beat comes in the abstraction coheres a bit and then comes into focus with the lyrics toward the first third of the more than nine minute composition. Yet there is a beautifully disorienting element that vibes with the name of the song. Swelling, textured tones bubble up, sparkling sounds hover and zip by in the soundscape as our imagined narrator wanders through a futuristic landscape with distractions from reality aplenty so that one can be spaced out to the point of a perpetual dissociative episode. The line “I overdosed on pleasantries by the age of three” and “I hope I never have to return from delirium” speaks to that state of things as a swing from becoming too readily attached to things and to people. It is exploring that spectrum in ethereal and effervescent dynamics and imaginative, poetic imagery on which this unusual and ambitious song work. We experience the intimacy of thought while taking a trip into emotional stratosphere in the melody. The lyrics talk about that process and mechanism of dissociation while coming from direct experiences that are themselves a ladder out of endless distraction through self-awareness and recognizing that process as a choice made easier by circumstance. Musically it’s reminiscent of Alice Coltrane’s more ambient, spiritual records and Stevie Wonder’s more unusual 1970s experimental records but with a modern ear for sound design. Although the song is over nine minutes long it feels like a short, colorful journey through a life in dreamlike stasis yearning to wake up into a conscious life filled with genuine joy rather than soporific bliss. Listen to “The Space Out” on Soundcloud.

Shaheen’s “Leyla” is a Vivid Portrait of the Destructive Effects of Forced Marriage in His Home Country of Iran

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Shaeen’s hip-hop single “Leyla” is a stark story about an ongoing issue in his home country of Iran. It might be safe to say most Americans know little about Iran, its culture and its history except for cartoonish propaganda and distortions. After the Islamic Revolution of 1979 concluded in the declaration of an Islamic republic plenty of Iranians supported and were already been used to a more modernist, secular government with freedoms for women. Marjane Satrapi’s excellent 2000 graphic novel Persepolis and the 2004 follow-up Persepolis 2 discuss some of those tensions with the Islamist takeover for her own family and life. “Leyla” is about one facet of life faced by women by telling the story of a 17-year-old girl who is forced to marry an older man, twenty years her senior, who is just now coming into the middle class because he has a job and not because she loves him. She resists by declaring she doesn’t love the man but in that society these choices are not hers to make, she can be essentially sold off to a man. While this is passed off as part of a culture, no one really wants to be married off to someone they don’t know and when the abuse happens, they don’t want to stay with that person. Shaheen describes how the girl is told to wear a hijab and “act modestly” as a symbol of the supression of her wishes and agency as a human. Following that, depression and other mental health issues ensue as would be a normal reaction from anyone given the same situation. But of course a divorce is a sin no matter the abuse inflicted. And of course the girl has a daughter with the man in question and the cycle repeats into a generational kind of abuse. The lines “Take me to heaven what do I got to do? To be at peace I’ve got nothing to lose” suggest much and a tragic conclusion to the story. Shaeen uses some traditional Persian music sounds and scales in the beat while delivering the lyrics with a compassionate urgency. While that specific scenario may be a major problem in Iran, it has resonance with so many situations in even America where cultural indoctrination of various kinds and poverty has convinced and continues to convince people they have no other options in life other than those imposed on them. That resonance gives the track another dimension of power. Listen to “Leyla” on Spotify and follow Shaheen at the links below.

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Star Parks Looks Back Wistfully on a Relationship That Could Have Been if Only the Commitment Had Been Stronger on “Something More”

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Star Parks The New Sounds of Late Capitalism cover (cropped)

With its single “Something More,” Star Parks sounds like it’s simultaneously drifting in the influence of 90s indiepop and Gold Star Studios recordings. The plaintive vocals are produced to give it a lo-fi sheen to match the vintage tonal quality of the song and in contrast to the uplifting melody and energy that runs throughout. It comes across like someone looking back on an old romance and thinking about what they wish they had been able to say and express rather than the exact words at the time things were ending. Though the words are remorseful and melancholic it comes from a place of having moved on. Lines like “I just needed more than you can give” and “Don’t say I love you, I can’t go back” suggest the wisdom of hindsight projected back to a present tense conversation. And there’s no malice in the song, just some mild yet heartfelt regret and savoring of when things were going well mixed together in equal proportion. The horns and elegant keyboard flourishes give the song a sweeping, dreamlike quality that serves as an unexpected counterpoint to what might otherwise be heavy subject matter to look back upon. Listen to “Something More” on Soundcloud and look for the group’s full length album The New Sounds of Late Capitalism.

Biiko and ttypes Blend Downtemp Jazz and Hazy Melodies on “Mixee” With an Eloquent Economy of Expression

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Biiko x ttypes “Mixee” cover (cropped)

Biiko and ttypes team up for a vocal duet on hazily downtempo song “Mixee.” The percussion has enough production on it to take off any hard edges, synths pulse on the periphery as though to mark time on a casual stroll, a simple piano figure and a smooth bass line sets an underlying tempo that comes to the fore toward the end of the song. The song is a plea to an ex-lover in the form of reminders of how things were and what the relationship meant yet it doesn’t sound desperate, it doesn’t come off mournful, simply gentle melancholic. At times it’s reminiscent of Slowdive’s “Blue Skied An’ Clear” in its own, abstract, jazz-like flourishes and dreamlike, languid dynamics. Though the song is relatively short at a little over two minutes, Biiko and ttypes bring together enough poignant details and emotional coloring to convey much more than some artists get to at twice the length. Listen to “Mixee” on Spotify.

Logan Nelson Gives Expression to the Life of Human Machines in Space on “Satellites, In Orbit”

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Logan Nelson approached a bit of his writing for his new album Lavender Echoes from a more orchestral composition perspective. But for the single “Satellites, In Orbit” he seems to have drawn some inspiration from the subject of the title both in the encountering such objects in the night sky and imagining what it must be like to be one or to be there with it. Where the organic and electronic instrumentation begins and ends in the production matters very little as it evokes the composition of the universe itself with material, concrete objects sitting in the vastness of space carried along by energy, affected by gravitational forces and in the case of satellites put into a stable orbit modulated by onboard equipment to make fine adjustments. Perhaps Nelson gazed out into the night sky one night and saw what he thought might have been an odd star moving but realized it was not a plane but rather the twinkling of a satellite, then let his imagination run to pondering how many satellites must be out there and the elegant balance of forces that make such things possible and what existence might be like for a satellite if it was imbued with an artificial intelligence. The level of sonic details, cast in overlapping layers of minimalism, in Logan’s song is impressive as it manages to convey both vast spaces and the minutiae of activity that goes on every day. Often when art contemplates cosmic places and time it focuses on how insignificant we really are in the grand scheme of things but “Satellites, In Orbit” takes the opposite view by highlighting the specificity of existence even of artificial machines humans put in place around the planet to help us communicate and provide us with a broad spectrum of information, as an extension of our own civilizations and consciousness. Listen to “Satellites, In Orbit” on Soundcloud and follow Logan Nelson at the links provided.

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