Tag: Agnar

On “your progress” Kelly Garlick and Agnar truly dive deep into exploring in tone and texture the journey into the psyche of a person processing trauma whether of the kinds everyone experiences and/or more specifically the kind one imagines or knows directly of the agony of gender dysphoria. The sample of a male-sounding voice saying “In order for me to progress I had to shed everything I was, I had to be put through psychological torture in order to be seen as an equal as human, now I don’t think I can regain that part of me every again, just gone and I just wish I had my life back” in the first half the song is so haunting and poignant, vulnerable and real that pretty much anyone that has had to conform to some bizarre, arbitrary social and cultural standard and has had to work through it can identify with that sentiment. All around, the sounds of machinery run in the background, processed metallic sounds, sharp drones like distorted electronic wind, an assembling ambient circle of tone, abstract chimes in the near distance, shuffling, percussive sounds traversing in stereo effect, the sounds of an autoharp, field recordings of crickets and other animals near a body of water, acoustic guitar strumming in an informal rhythm giving an identifiable form to the emotional expression even as one feels the other emotions though they can be challenging to identify in standard language, glimmerings of bell tones. This array of sensory stimulation through pure composition of sources can be subtle and dazzling. Later in the track a female sounding voice says “and if I’m being honest I’m scared that I’m going to harm myself beyond repair” before the soundscape takes a turn for the darker with more industrial type moods and more menacing drones and tonal swells, gibbering voices echoing in reverse delay like an interdimensional creature in Twin Peaks: Fire Walk With Me, rippling repeating textural bubbling, panning sounds like machines speaking and then more melodic chimes at the end like the peaceful sound of a time of agony fading out. It’s a work with a lot of depth and emotional nuance that can really only be described in that impressionistic way and one worth revisiting as it articulates a challenging emotional and psychological space with elegant poetry of sound design and organic structure. Listen to “your progresss” on Spotify and follow Kelly Garlick on Instagram. Garlick recently released an excellent album Wild Goose Victim on Multidim also available to stram on the Spotify link.