Dre Ishmail’s “Lost In My Thoughts” begins with the sound of reaching a voice mail prompt and haunting tones that border on atonal but are really disorienting and out of step with any melody. Dark, shimmering, icy anti-melodies cast in slow spirals almost anchored by a loping bass line is not at all the typical sound you’re expecting on a hip-hop track. But Ishmail’s lyrics about being trapped in the recursive patterns of mind and getting stuck re-litigating your thoughts and feelings and overthinking even overthinking itself captures perfectly that feeling of emotional paralysis in the form of one’s mind going over the same thoughts ad infinitum that can happen when you’re undergoing a variety of mental health episodes without any clear path out of that pattern that maybe at one point served to keep one from dipping further down the levels of psychological trauma response. But the behavior has become a rut so deep that it can seem almost comfortable simply due to the fact that it has become your new normal. The unsettling and nightmarish nature of the music sets a tone that while not aberrant, getting lost in one’s own personal labyrinth is unhealthy but that the expression of that discomfort can be a signal of an awareness that leads to acting to making the changes necessary to move on from the psychological stagnation. The song is pure hip-hop but it eschews all the musical tropes that have become rote production styles in the past decade and Ishmail’s gift for creating such an original soundscape is a real achievement for the art form. Watch the video for “Lost In My Thoughts” on YouTube and follow Dre Ishmail at the links provided.
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