Rota Traces the Path of Hope and Light Through the Fog of the Troubled Mind on “How Not To Write A Poem About Depression”

Rota’s spoken words song “How Not To Write A Poem About Depression” recalls the contemplative style of Hymie’s Basement. But rather than that blend of nascent 2000s indie rock and alternative hip-hop, the sounds that accompany the words here seem to have the aesthetic of what might be described as time lapse beat making with the environmental sounds one might hear on a walk Rota takes to clear his head of the nervous energy and existential crisis imbued, daydreamy self-examination. Various tones run through along with percussive sounds that change throughout the piece so that one can’t really pigeonhole the rhythm to a specific style, rather it mirrors the free verse structure of the lines of poetry. One hears thoughts on very immediate and relatable strategies for holding it together and staying focused like trying to be well in order to keep going and “hoping not to be broken just open and candid.” Rota considers the subtle but pervasive power of loneliness as an aspect of depression that Prozac can dull but not completely vanquish. But perhaps the most perceptive and poignant parts are when Rota discusses the overused metaphor of artist or any human as a phoenix being reborn after burning out and how that cognitive construct can limit your ability to reconceptualize your life in healthier and more sustainable ways even though it’s better to be “more phoenix than zombie, more rib cage than metaphor.” The organic structure of the song flows in a way that seems to reinvent itself at every turn like so many of those turn of the century alternative rappers did while adopting soundscapes that more creatively and accurately established and complimented mood in a manner synergistic. Rota seems intimately aware of the need for verbal precision and in capturing the different pathways the mind of the thoughtful and mindful person follows it seems like he gathered potentially divergent ideas into a coherent if informal statement. Listen to “How Not To Write A Poem About Depression” on YouTube and connect with Rota at links below.